A little ramble...

For the second time in just over 2 weeks I'm ill. With going back to college and returning to a lack of sleep(both due to college and my recently unusually busy social life) my bodies clearly been run down. Don't get me wrong these past few weeks have been so much fun with a trip to London, McFly concert, partying and 18th birthdays! But I just wish it wasn't so easy for me to get ill when I've got so much to do!

I'll be honest, I'm writing this post instead of uploading pictures for my week in pictures post, which is lazy of me, especially considering I've got some good pictures this week! I just lack motivation to do certain things when I'm ill, and staring at a computer screen editing pictures and putting them together is not something I feel like doing today. I'd rather just type a load of random things for a change.

I'm currently snowed under with work and stressed to the max with being ill, stuff going on and University applications. Being ill isn't really helping with my stress levels. Oh and the nerves for my driving test have already kicked in, which is brilliant considering I've got just under a month to go, grrrr.

But HEY, I'm nearly 18; in exactly 3 weeks to be precise! Which I'm quite looking forward to! I've also got quite a few ideas for my blog aswell, which is unusual for me, but exciting all the same!So we'll see how they pan out!

I need to sleep, sorry about my rambling and I'm sorry if you actually read all of this...Thank you though!(its still weird to me to think people do read the things I post!)

@HanMcFly
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My week #2

So as expected college got in the way this week. I didn't even do a full week(only three days) and I still had no time! I have however got my timetable but I'm still going to stick to these weekly picture posts until I know exactly how much work I have to do and I know when I have time to blog; plus I'm slightly low on blog ideas too!

This week was mainly based in college, doing awkward ice breakers, team building exercises and UCAS. Nothing really interesting happened! Although on my two days off this week I headed shopping with some friends, which was very successful and had a cute spontaneous walk/drive through Blackpool Illuminations. As someone who's grown up in Blackpool I'm still confused about the whole 'lets holiday in/visit Blackpool' thing; it's rather rubbish.

Yeah so my whole week was basically college and work; my to do list just sums up how much I had to do really. Of course though, I ate very well during the week; even if it was slightly unhealthy.

I hope everyone had a nice week! This next week should be pretty fun with it being 2 of my closest friends 18th's (The first two of 5 18th's I have this month!!) I'm quite excited! But it is my first full week back at college and on lessoned timetables for 8 weeks, so I can already tell I'm going to be knackered.

@HanMcFly
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Week update

So I've only got 5 more days till its back to early mornings and college days! With me not knowing how my timetables going to look and how busy I'm going to be yet I thought I might start just doing a weekly update post with pictures and things about my week, rather than other types of posts until I get used to a new timetable!

I thought I'd just do a little introduction post to it and post my first week update on Sunday this week; as a little practice; plus I haven't done a post about my holidays in a while!

I'm leaving for York in a few hours with my mum for a few days away, shopping and university visiting. I always love shopping trips and visiting different places; especially with my mum! So that should be fun and I'm sure will be included in my week in pictures on Sunday!

Let me know any other blog suggestions(little or big type posts I could do); they'd be much appreciated!
Hope everyone has a lovely week and enjoys the last bit of freedom before work/school/college/university!

@HanMcFly
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June 24th

Today was rather boring with college and then college work this evening. My dog did give us some entertainment tonight though; running around without a care. 

Sorry for a boring post but nothing really happened today, aha. 

June 7th

Today was another college day, waisting the lovely weather inside. But after college I had a driving lesson and had to tackle this mad roundabout, thankfully it was rather fun and I didn't hit anybody, all's well. 

Worst week

HEY

This week has 100% been the worst week I've had in a long long time. And there isn't even a real reason why it is. It just was.

Nothing has seemed to go right this week, literally nothing. I've had so much work for health and social care and all my revision for my exams. And then my mouth decides to swell up and give me major pain, even though only 2 months ago I had root canal treatment on the same tooth, grr. I've broken down in tears so many times this week at home just because of pure stress, pressure and annoyance at the world.

And then to top it off Wednesday was the 7th anniversary of my grans death, which was a hard day for all the family especially this year after everything that we've been through. So that was hardly a fun part of the week, especially when all you want is the world is just to be able to see that one person again and tell them you love them. R.I.P. Gran, Hope you're being looked after whilst watching down on us and smiling<3 

Me(I was only a few days old) and my gran, the most beautiful person I've ever met, both inside and out 

I've spent a lot of time with my family this week, purely because they keep me grounded, cheer me up, make me feel safe and I love them all to death. My family and my wonderful friends have been the only things keeping me going this week. 

My family in 2011, minus my dad

My family photos are always taken on holiday...

My amazing and absolutely beautiful girls

I've spent the whole week in a constant bad mood and I must have been horrible to be around! Lets hope for a better week next week! EEEK MCWEEKEND STARTS IN 7 DAYS! 

Boom 

@HanMcFly

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Week 1

BONJOUR

Oooops, not blogged all week. Gaaaah 

My week in 5 words? Diet, College, Sleep, Revision, Exam. 

Safe to say I'm completely knackered and fed up on revision and dieting and exams already. Can it just be half term again? or even better can it just be summer already?

My diet is more of a healthy eating mission. Pretty boring if I'm honest, I'm bored of it already and I've only done one week. I didn't even loose weight which is also a MAJOR knock in my confidence and motivation. But I'm going to sort out my swimming membership tomorrow then I can start a bit of exercise too.

I'm currently getting majorly excited about the McFly Tour with all the spoilers and pictures! Cannot wait for that! Only 15 more days and then its Manchester for the weekend and the McFly concert with all my faves :-)

So yeah, have a nice weekend!

@HanMcFly

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Afternoon

HEY

So from Monday its back to the daily chore that is Sixth form, yipee. But with the added work of a million tonnes of revision ready for exams, double yipee. So on that front I'm realllllly not looking forward to the next few months!

So this is how the rest of my April looks, Fun Fun Fun.

PLUS, when I go back to college on Monday I'm going to start back to my healthy eating/diet/get fit for summer routine, which should be fun... (I'll probably blog about that because, well lets face it there's nothing else in my life to blog about)

But for now I've got the weekend to rest up and get ready for it all to start! which is hard to do completely considering I'm at work. 

Speaking of work; My work colleagues usually call me Hannah or Han but one of my closest friends, who I also happen to work with, has let everyone else in on that little secret of my nickname Ham, so now I'm also known as Ham at work...which is always good. Including my new till sign in name being Ham!

Hannah, no one cares. 

Yep, bye :-)

P.s. I feel a massive idiot writing random shit about my life because I doubt anyone even cares, but I want to blog about things that happen as a reminder and to just be able to get things out of my head. okay. Plus I'm sick of always talking to myself about things. 

@HamMcFly

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